Where to Begin

Where to begin with my thoughts today. They are random and have been for a few days. I have debated on adding them here.

What does it mean when friends and family say "keep in touch"? To me it means that they want to keep in touch be it by phone calls, emails or instant messaging. But to them it may mean something different entirely. I think they mean it at the time they say it to you, but then life has a way of changing things and people.

When I say it I mean it and I do keep contacting family and friends until they stop responding. But the way I see it, keeping in touch works both ways. I dont want to always be the one calling. How hard is it to pick up the phone, and call someone you supposedly care about, or when your showing online on messengers to message some one? Emails would be nice once in a while even if its just to say Hi, how are you? We are doing good.

I know people have busy lives, but if youre going to show online on messengers then you have time to talk to those whom you consider friends otherwise you would log in as invisible if you didnt want family and friends contacting you. You can always set your stealth settings so that you only show online to those whom you want to know that youre online. So there for I have decided that I am not going to be the one making the first move and contacting people who dont respond or havent responded for a while.

If you think I worry about not hearing from you, then youre right. Am I going to let it stress me out and get me down. Nope, why should I. I can see how you are on Face Book, My Space and other social networks where you have me on your friends list. Will I miss talking to you like we have been on a daily basis. Sure, but with time missing you will be a thing of the past. You will be just like other friends who was on my friends list and disappeared from my life. Once you stop talking to me, after a while I weed out those who dont talk to me and delete them from my friends list.

Do I give them second chances? Yes, but how many chances should you give people? The more chances you give them the more chances they have of tromping on your feelings.

I have other thoughts but will leave them for another time since a friend whom I havent talked to for a while just messaged me.

So until next time, I hope all is well with you and yours in your own little piece of the world.

Emotions

I have been feeling a variety of emotions this past week. Some of them good and some of them not so good. I have been thinking about a lot of different things.

Friends for example how they say one thing and then turn around and do something else. Online friends are nice to have but they arent always there for you when you need them to be. They have lives of their own and things they have to do.

I have learned not to believe in things they say any more. Some say they will be here, start a conversation with you and then just disappear with out a word. You see them come back online and they dont want to talk to you. So heck with that. I have decided that I am not going to worry about them. If they want to talk to me they will and if not then I may just be better off without them.

I am so done with winter and so looking forward to spring. I told Drake that when spring comes we will go to town and buy some kind of seeds and plant them. Watch them grow. I am going to let him pick out whatever he wants to plant. I hope he gets flower seeds. He waited to late last summer to plant watermelon seeds and they didnt grow. Should be fun watching him get excited because his plants are growing.

Some days lately has been better than others. All I can say about the bad days is that I can only try to make them get better.

I stay tried all the time. Even if I have just woke up. Most likely its from staying up most of the night and getting up early but part of it is from being a diabetic. But when I get up early I eat breakfast, take my meds and go back to bed unless I have something I have to do. Then I do whatever I have to do and then go back to bed.

I started a new blog this week. You can check it out here.

So until next time I hope all is well with you and yours in your own little piece of the world.